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Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
5:09 pm - What Comes Is Better Than What Came Before.
So aside from quizzes, I haven't really updated in a while. Who cares anyway right? Well, I can't figure out how to write my essay so here we go, a journey and exploration of the livejournal :

I've been writing a lot lately. Songs I mean. Just getting a million things out on paper. Or screen. What have you. It's been grand. Except I don't know how to make them sound good. I need a piano now.

Speaking of which, I bought the guitar on the ol' credit card, which will be payed off by May. And then, Piano time. It's a great guitar though, I love it. Very sexy, very smooth, very smooth and sexy and smooth. Just like the Victoria's Secret Christmas 2005 TV Ads (sexy smooth).

I've been working out a lot lately too. Yes, at the gym. I know, I know, I don't do shit like that. But, I do now. And, I think it's working.

What else, what else... It appears to me, and now you, that now that I've begun to update I have nothing to say. So much for attempting a complete train of thoughts, eh Kt Morales? I guess that's something to say, I've become almost completely and utterly daft. As it were. Which, should make this paper writing interesting. Depending on the hour, I can either write very eloquently, or not at all.

I feel obligated to write something Kt wouldn't already know so she'll get as much out of this unnecessary update as all ya'alls. But, that might be impossible. At least appropriate for what I'd put on this screen. Hmm... Oh! I think I'll probably do the summer show. If, if, the ultrasound guy allows it and says hernea surgery is not immediately necessary. Because apparently with surgery I won't be allowed to sing, run, or dance like a spaz for at least a month. Can't work out for two. So I'll be a fat, creatively frustrated, wallflower all summer? Haha Fuck that.

Bye.


"You Americans talk so fucking differently then we Brits. I mean, we speak the same bloody language. For instance, you say: Erb. We say: Herb. Because there's a fucking H in it."

current mood: blank

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Thursday, March 23rd, 2006
11:29 pm - Penetrated By Restlessness, as if anybody but Kt reads these anyway
1)Using FOOD names, spell out your name

K...Wait for it, Kiwi. nice.
A...Apple, I love fruit, what can I say?
G...Grapes
E...Eggs... god that was disappointing, no fruit of E.

2) What song makes you cry? Uh... If in death context Coldplay's "The Scientist"

3) What do you like to listen to before bed?
Damien Rice "O"


a p p e a r a n c e

HEIGHT: 5'7" or 8 I don't know.
HAIR COLOR: brown
SHOE SIZE: 8
EYE COLOR: green
PIERCINGS: ears, and rarely so. I play with stuff so piercings are no good for this cat.
TATTOOS: ya... none of that for me.
PANTS YOUR WEARING: Tan Corduroys
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: Pressure- Paramore
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Ice Cream Bar. Sigh...
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Brilliant. Lovely evening, after this I'm going for a walk. If I can find somebody to call or mp3 is charged.

d o - y o u -r i g h t - n o w

GET MOTION SICKNESS?: if i'm reading in the car
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: nail biting, I know I know. And filling these fucking things out.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Jes
SEX ON THE FIRST DATE?: If not, how could I ever get a second date with the possible love of my life?

F a v o r i t e s

BAND: rightthisverysecond? as it was well put. Muse. Shhhh don't tell Coldplay this weekend. They'll get it back. Ah... Talk just came on. They got it.
SHAMPOO: Redken? I don't know. Whatever my hairdresser uses that smells delovely and tingles.
CONDITIONER: Why not make those one question?
MAGAZINE: Cosmopolitan. Ah yes, I am a walking Data Base of Sexual Prowess.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Hmm.... play guitar. I'm kind of sad. No no wait, See Coldplay. No, get paychecks, play guitar, see Coldplay... from home. So yes, come home for a weekend to do all of that.

H a v e - y o u?

BROKEN THE LAW: Many time taney
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: no
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: no
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: no. this is exciting eh?
DO A PRANK PHONE CALL: ya but not in a long long long time.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: only with permission
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Once in the shower standing because I was so tuckered.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Ya


L o v e?

CHILDREN: do I love them? Is that the question? Ya Jackson is the fucking coolest person to ever hit this planet.
BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes. It's a good feeling. Kt, did you just go "What What?" good, I'm kidding. I don't think I ever have.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Ya
BEEN HURT?: Yes probably.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET?: last thursday. no... I don't know. One is when I was 11, I should've skated with him or something that weekend I've always wondered I mean. Not really a regret. Just a wonder. I guess.

R a n d o m

YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: Fevers and Mirrors
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: green. the color of all things grand. haha
HAPPIEST MOMENT?: uh... I don't know. Probably coming home and seeing my best friends and family at the bottom of the escalator before Christmas was a good one. There's a couple other ones too, but i don't know.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET: Sss... Jenny Lewis and the Watson Twins. Or Baby Shambles.
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: Thursday.
YOU GOT E-MAIL?: that was not very well put. but yes.
LAST TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: South Park
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Don't remember. Probably the Family Stone or something.

current mood: discontent

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Wednesday, March 22nd, 2006
1:45 pm - So as to save myself from getting mad at Matt from the Muse for being good & posting two bulletins.
SAD SECTION:
01. Ever really cried your heart out: I think my heart is still in there so no...
02. Ever cried yourself to sleep: I don't think so. Maybe with a headache
03. Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: ya a couple of times
04. Ever cried over the opposite sex: Once
05. Cry when you get an injury: not usually. I did the other night. Not because it hurt, but because I was mad it happened.
06. Do certain songs make you cry: they help if I'm already close. otherwise no.

HAPPY SECTION:
01. Are you a happy person: generally
02. What can make you happy: Kt, my guitar and music, ABC on Sunday Nights
03. Do you wish you were happier: sometimes when I'm not
04. Is being happy overrated: it is if it's all you care about.
05. Can music make you happy:what did i just say? But only if I like it.

LOVE SECTION:
01. How many times have you had your heart broken: "a few times but not by a boy" to steal from KT there
02. Ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them: that's everyone I love, and a lot I don't so they can keep lovin'
03. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you: Random drunk kids I meet and chat it up with say "Ah man, I love you" and a really hot customer that came in left grabbing his heart and saying I love you. I guess that happens a lot with co-workers and customers because I'm the only straight girl working at any one time.

HATE SECTION:
01. Who do you actually hate: Anne Coulter, people who say the Holocaust was made up get me real mad, Condy Rice and all those idiots.
02. Ever made a hit list: haha Yes, with Lipstick like on Billy Madison.
03. Have you ever been on a hit list?: probably on Paulo Sibaja's
04. Are you mean?: I don't think so. I think I'm pretty friendly, but also very cynical so I come off as a condescending asshole sometimes.
05. Do you hate George Bush?: more than anything, more than life.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
01. Do you wish you can be someone else: no, but I would change me up some

LOOK AT ME:
01. What is your current hair color: light brown with growing out highlights. but they blend, kind of.
02. Whats your natural color: same, but with natural highlights. if i get sun.
03. What color are your eyes: heineken bottle green
05. Straight Hair or Curls: straight

CURRENTLY WEARING:
01. What shirt are you wearing: "The Best Girls are Black"
02. pants: Sevens, the ones with my made up wash.
03. Shoes: socks
04. Underwear: Victoria Secrets things
05. Necklaces: nada

THIS OR THAT:
01. Rock or rap: rock, unless I'm getting Krunk
02. Coffee or Hot Cocoa: cocoa
04. Chocolate or Vanilla: no preference, well, candy is chocolate. shakes, vanilla. eh?
05. Hummer or Sports Car: sports car if it's the new Shelby, and a land rover too. Conflict.
06. Bracelet or Necklace: bracelet
07. History or Science: history
08. Sleep in or Early to rise: depends on the night before. and the agenda for the day
09. Beach or Boardwalk: isn't Boardwalk at the beach? Beach.
10. Hoodie or Tee Shirt: T
11. Night or Day: Night
12. California or Florida: CA, Florida has California envy
13. Love at first sight or Learn to Love: Learn to love, but I fall in love at first sight everyday

HAVE YOU EVER:
01. Hugged someone: no
02. Been on the phone until the sun came up: yes'm
03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour: when driving without realizing it but really for like 45 minutes
04. Laughed so hard you peed in your pants: no

THE LAST:
01. person you talked to in person: Emily K. Ellis.
02. person you talked to online: Amanda Sabine
03. person you talked to on the phone: mum
04. drink: chocolate milk. ya, I cheated.
05. laugh: buying Free Bird on iTunes

RANDOM
01. Do you like surveys: no but my fingers hurt from the ol' six string
02. What kind of shampoo do you use: shampoo? whoever's I can steal. haha I ran out.
03 Do you get along with your parents: generally
04. Are you old enough to vote: yes
05. Do you have mental breakdowns: every once in a while. like every six months?

CURRENT:
01. Current Mood: lethargic
02. Current music: Free Bird
03. Current hair: same as it ever was. I want to get it cut
04. Current Longing: now to get a hair cut. and to get out of debt
05. Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing: getting ready for class
07. Current desktop picture?: the thinking spot
08. Current Favorite Music Artist: Matt from the Muse. I'm figuring his shit out.

current mood: impressed

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Monday, February 27th, 2006
9:23 pm - Identity Theft: How I Fell Victim, A Lifetime Original: Rod.
Hey you carefree children,
So I got my "ass identity theft'd". If you use ebay, any emails you get from paypal saying you need to verify your account.... ya don't open them. They look real. Dead on, security information and all about warnings of password giving and whatnot. And also don't ignore them for two weeks and then finally say Fine and fill it out so they'll leave you be like the idiot I am. Anyway, it isn't PayPal as I found out just afterward. So, now I've been financially raped. So you watch out so as to avoid the pathetic predicament that is my current situation. I've felt like punching my hand through glass, or a wall for two days. And I'm usually pretty calm, but now I'm kind of helpless so.....

I opened the thread and went to Whois.net and typed in the URL. This lady came up. Did she do it? Did somebody hack into her account and do it? Thought I'd ask myself. I called her once already but if you guys get bored, let's give her hell. haha I don't know if she has anything to do with it but the email came from her account whether it was hacked into or not. I called her and started calmly explaining the situation and she hung up. I reported her to the fuzz, but if you guys get bored or want to drunk dial...every weekend. Feel free to put her in your phones under "Drunk Dial Me, I'm a Thieving Whore".


Domain Name.......... aw12-login.com
Creation Date........ 2006-02-16
Registration Date.... 2006-02-16
Expiry Date.......... 2007-02-16
Organisation Name.... Melissa Ordak
Organisation Address. 11 lakeside drive
Organisation Address.
Organisation Address. Bessemer
Organisation Address. 16112
Organisation Address. PA
Organisation Address. UNITED STATES

Admin Name........... Melissa Ordak
Admin Address........ 11 lakeside drive
Admin Address........
Admin Address........ Bessemer
Admin Address........ 16112
Admin Address........ PA
Admin Address........ UNITED STATES
Admin Email.......... awcgilogin12@yahoo.com
Admin Phone.......... +1.7246671342
Admin Fax............

Tech Name............ YahooDomains TechContact
Tech Address......... 701 First Ave.
Tech Address.........
Tech Address......... Sunnyvale
Tech Address......... 94089
Tech Address......... CA
Tech Address......... UNITED STATES
Tech Email........... domain.tech@YAHOO-INC.COM
Tech Phone........... +1.6198813096
Tech Fax.............
Name Server.......... yns1.yahoo.com
Name Server.......... yns2.yahoo.com


I'm such a fucking idiot. Who knew it would be I that fell for this one. Now I have to come home and explain to my mother that her child is a sucker and a moron. Well, at least I have now learned not to trust everyone until they give me reason not to. No money stolen yet, that I know of, but my info was probably sold and until I run a credit report I won't know if cards have been signed up for and maxed out. Here's to hoping.

current mood: apathetic

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Friday, February 17th, 2006
12:06 pm - Who Likes Voting?
Alright guys. So, I've got this dilemma. I work at Guitar Center... wicked discounts. I've wanted a keyboard since I was a youngster and now I'm about a paycheck away. I want it so bad it pains me. Now, here's the issue. You know how boys search porn online? Yes gentlemen, we know. haha Well, I look at this guitar. And yesterday, it finally came in to my store. And I literally melted. They cost the same price except I need to buy an amp for the guitar too. I put $200 down on the guitar so that either way if I change my mind I can transfer it to the piano meanwhile nobody touches the guitar and I don't spend the money. Now here are the factors.

I. I already play guitar
II. I don't play piano, but I have got a hell of an ear if I do say so myself. So do I spend the money now on a foreign instrument I've been drooling over for years? Or go with the one I play...?
III. I have to fly home, so it's either guitar and an amp, or big keyboard.
IV. I'll be working at GC over summer too at home so it's really an issue of which one I'll buy first.
V. Ah Man!!!! I am Torn. Remember when Burgendy didn't know whether to jump in the bear pit? I am IN a PICKLE.
VI. I'd like to have a band this summer in which I'd play guitar. However, as I am getting older... is a keyboard more practical?
VII. the numeral before this doesn't really matter since I'm buying both anyway.
and VIII. How the fuck am I going to get an amp home? I just thought some more about that. I guess I'd buy that at home. Keyboard bag would have wheels for luggage, but if they fuck it up I'd kill them. I'd gate check it before boarding I guess.
IX. The boys at work say go with the guitar.
X. The guitar is "More Me" yes? But, I would like to go against grain soon, like I want piano to be my thing also. And I know I'll be happy with either one.

Here are the pictures.
The guitar is a 1972 Reissue Thinline Telecaster. The picture does little justice as it is all glossy and pearl accented and M-Azing. It's the "Swiss Army Knife" of guitars. Anywhere from Buddy Guy to Bright Eyes to Coldplay to Muse.
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And here's the amp. It's a Crate Palamino Tube amp. I like the color really. It's an extra $300.
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The Keyboard.... plugs into an amp also if I want. It's got weighted keys for the piano feel. And I've got a good ear. Like last night I figured out the beginning Love Theme" from Love Actually in like five minutes and felt all proud. Anyway, it's nice, all 88 keys.

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So uh.... vote on.

current mood: confused

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Wednesday, February 15th, 2006
8:47 pm - Why do I do these so often? I have perpetuallyboredinitis
Wallet: pocket, sometimes a folding BU one with my key on it

Eyes: Heineken Green

Toothbrush: green and white

Jewelry worn daily: pants

Cell Phone: Verizon, if you aren't Verizon, you probably don't hear from me often.

Pillow cover right now: green, orange, pink, awful colors that looked cheesy and worth buying

Car: brown Pumas

Bedroom: actually, very nice. It has a fireplace. and crown molding.

Sunglasses: I wear Eric's. But I can't find them

Cologne/Perfume: Shampoo. haha And lotion

CD in stereo(ipod) right now: "Children of the Revolution" by Elton and Ringo on shuffle

Piercings: I just got my lip pierced. No, not really. I'll leave that to my cool little pal.

What you are wearing now: favorite jeans (comfortable new 7's, I don't know if I can part), "Joseph Smith, Big Pimpin'!" T-Shirt

Wishing: it was friday

Wanting: to see Muse live, they've just graced my ear drums

What are you doing: I think I'm filling out a survey?

If you could get away with it and murder anyone who would it be: Uh... I think that's a sin.

Person you wish you could see right now: I could name a few

Some of your favorite movies: Forrest Gump, E.T., I am Sam

Something you're looking forward to in the coming week: ah gee... the closeness of the week following that one

Something you are deathly afraid of: actually singing in front of Kt Morales, whatever actually singing is.

Do you believe in love at first sight: Only if his name is Kyle from Georgia

Do you believe in Heaven: yes

Do you believe in God: Somebody has to say "Welcome to Heaven Baby Child"

What's something you wish you could understand better: i don't know. blues guitar.

Do you know what it feels like to be in love: no

Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friend? of course not, who would do that? haha I would sacrifice Me for my best friend though, or anything else that I could think of.

Name one person who is on your mind right now?: Holden. His band is in my ears, they're alright.

Do you think your life has been good so far?: I think it's been fantastic

What is the last song that you listened to? "Modern Youth" One Thousand Suns. Just came on right now.

Where is the last place you went? dinner

Who is the last person you called? called? ah gee... 411 last night at work.

Who is the last person you text messaged? Katie Morales, I'm going to spell it out sometimes, your name.

Have you ever cheated on anyone? I've never had the precise title to cheat on.

Ever been caught having sex? haha everyday

Do you look like your mom or dad? Mom

Do you have siblings? I'm Catholic. I have nine. No, I have two little brothers. And soon, two older step brothers and an older step sister. Weird, I forgot about that.

Do you smile often? I am right now

Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? Probably. I think whoever reading this is. And the world.

Could you be a vegetarian? I tried and forgot. I think I could though. Not a vegan though.

Do you know anyone who wants to marry you? Sherman Marshall

What do you think your wedding song will be? at my wedding "Forrest Gump Theme." Ha!At the party? Al Green

If there were 3 wells (love, beauty, and creativity) and you could drink from one what would it be? gay question, I don't even want to answer it.

Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? most of my shoes have no laces. haha But no, I never do.

What is the most disgusting food you've ever eaten? Gah, I don't know. Jamie and I can whip up some putrid things

When did you last cry? haha ah... Sunday February 5, 2006 in the Hills Chino

Have you ever met anyone famous? Only infinity of them.

Do you like your handwriting? when I have time to

Who are you jealous of? people that are cooler than me? I don't know

Have you ever been in a mosh pit? one time when I was 13 I almost died in one. Blink 182...

What is your favorite lunch meat? whatever makes the Italian sangwiches grandma makes.

Are you a friendly person? when i'm not at school I guess. Judging by the abundance of friends at home.

If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? I'm going to go with yes. Because I know I would take good care of me.

current mood: bored

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Friday, February 10th, 2006
10:24 pm - haha ah.... sure.
Your Candy Heart Says "My Way"

You love to be in love, as long as it means being showered with attention.
And no need for you to give anything in return - being with you is gift enough.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a first class trip to Hawaii

Your flirting style: witty and showy

What turns you off: having to "chase" someone

Why you're hot: you're more confident (and arrogant) than a rock star!



Time to go have a black out (wear black, be black, black out) party muh fuckas. And then move it, to West Campus.

current mood: restless

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Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
1:12 am - This is what happens when boredom mixes with an inability to sleep....
1. Do you still talk to your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
No


2. What should you be doing right now?
My Stats homework, or you know, sleep.


3. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
Nirvana, Sublime, No Doubt, Pearl Jam, and then my black side Otis Redding, Al Green...


4. What is the best thing about your day today?
Actually? Reading, I should go do that right now. Good book. Party Monster meets Fight Club. Called "Miss Misery" (gay title, i know.) but it talks about my music and clothing and the title actually comes from livejournal since he writes about that. anyway...


5. Do you enjoy Texas hold'em?
why yes, yes i do.


6. Are you against same sex marriage?
Hell yes I am, I mean, to let two responsible "HOMOsexUals" who love each other join in Holy Matrimony is much, much worse than allowing two wasted 18 year olds. Those queers deserve no shot at the happiness that normal soon-to-be-divorcees in modern society are granted.


7. Have you been on a date in the past week?
No, but I will this weekend.


8. Have you ever kissed someone you didnt like?
Haha, ya.


9. Quote an Nsync song lyric?
"You're all I ever wanted... You're all I ever needed. yeeah, So Tell me what to do now Cuz iiIII I want You Back!" that breakdown, gold. "Girl what can I doOooOOo?"


10. Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
How old is old? Except Josh and Michelle my Besties are from Junior Year and Beyond, depending on who you ask. Jamie. haha I pretty much don't talk to any of the BFF's from Jr. High though


11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea?
not anymore, mommy got big kid furniture she said. haha We used to have a lot though. Wait, the lamp in my room is pretty old and probably from there


12. Do you like your parents?
Ya they're pretty sweet I guess. I talk to the mum more but Dad's got his moments.


14. What state/city are you from?
California


15. Tell us about the last conversation you had.
Kt Morales via text, telling her to have fun and not to get caught with her pants down. I'm Joking of course. Talkin' to Sherm.


16. Where do you see yourself in one month?
from today? packing to come home yet again. And making my dormroom presentable upon return.


17. What is your favorite smell?
ah jeez.... New Jersey? No um... probably bonfire right now.


18. Do you consider yourself a clean person?
cleanliness is next to godliness, and well, I'm pretty godly


19. What is the time and the outside temperature?
you ready? 1:00 a.m. and 29* feels like 21


20. What are you doing tomorrow?
skippin class to do stats homework probably, work, packing.


21. Have you ever gone to therapy?
just talking to best friends. but no, not with a licensed professional.


22. Have you ever played spin the bottle?
oh now come on, hasn't everybody? an empty bottle, some hormones, you know how kids get.


23. Have you ever toilet papered someone's house?
oh you bet I have, KR, Sherman.


24. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
That's everytime except once.


25. Have you ever gone camping?
Ya beach camping.


26. Have you ever had a crush on your brother's or sister's friend?
S'that would be disgusting wouldn't it? I've had crushes on friends' brothers, Casey Lewis.


27. Have you ever been to a nude beach?
Uh No...? What was that? You should see the face I just made.


28. Have you ever drank jack daniels?
Ah man, I think with water. Ugh, but I had shots of some Canada stuff on five minute intervals until Court Sab got home... 40 minutes later. I vaguely recall her presence.


29. Have you ever had sex on the beach?
Oh ya, hundreds of times. Just, a ton of beach sex. A ton.


30. Have you ever had a stalker?
Hahaha Have I? Now that sounds conceited but ya one or two.


31. Have you ever been in love?
Why does everyone ask that?


32. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
No


33. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
maybe once, unlike Katie F. haha


34. Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only sober one?
Ya a ton of times second semester senior year.


35. Have you ever been cheated on?
Only in my dreams.


36. Have you ever met one of your myspace friends?
I know them all.


37. Have you ever felt betrayed by your "best friend"?
Ya. I think you have to at some point so you can get passed it or drop em like it's hot. haha


38. Have you ever lied to your parents?
Nay, only to other people's parents. I kid. Ya I have.


39. Have you ever been out of the US?
Actually no, I'm a poor kid.


40.Have you ever seen your best friend naked?
well... they're in community theatre, apparently a liberal group with the tops there... I'm just saying.

current mood: I want a new face thing.

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Friday, January 27th, 2006
4:40 pm - My Palms Are Sweaty, Because you're holding to tight
Before I fill this thing out because I'm bored, and add to it. I would like to begin with a rant which many will connect to and which may become a school newspaper article after refining it:
Ok, for twelve years I waited through Franklins, Garcias, Gebharts, and then... Geiss. Here. So, 12 years of this god damn attendance taking which, was fine, the school makes money because I'm sitting in my chair. Something like $9 a day. They get paid based on this attendance and well if they didn't take it then people wouldn't grow up. So all through the last four years it's "Oh I'm not going to hold your hand all the time because kid in college they won't hold your hand. They don't give a damn about you, you're a number..." ya ya ok i get it. "No seriously, you won't be held accountable for sitting in 200 person classes and you'll be graded on maybe two or three things from the reading and lecture so attendance is all on you" Alright alright sorry I was late. And so I get here, to the big show yes? No more hand holding, I'm a fucking big kid now. Yet, on almost every syllabus, wait a second, Attendance and Participation 15%? And you get graded down if missing more than three? I'm sorry, this school pays these professors whether I'm there or not, there's no state funding. It is supposed to be my responsibility to make sure I'm learning. And I would go, most of the time. But there are some days that you just Cannot, for whatever reason, make that class and that is going to hurt your grade now because you weren't sleeping in their lecture hall? So, I'd like to ask on behalf of all college students in America to stop with the fucking hand holding. In the real world, they give you incentive to show up, they PAY you so you better go if you want to money. So now... I just have to say my palms are sweaty and let it go professors, let it go. Phew, for a minute there I lost myself.

Oh and one more thing, Why do people stretch their ears?!?! You cannot get rid of that, not with lazers, not by taking it out, not. So you'll you know, turn 26 and realize how retarded you are and voila, stretched out to two inch diameter sicky ears, forever.



Four jobs I’ve had in my life:
- Yoshinoya Chino
- Dairy Queen
- Hollywood Video
- Guitaaaar Centa Baston

Four movies I can watch over and over:
- Mean Girls
- Forrest Gump
- Garden State
- Family Guy Movie

Four places I have lived:
- San Jose, CA as a baby
- Diamond Bar appartment (Swagger song w/ cobbled stairs Kt)
- Temple City
- Ontario
- And Boston for a fifth, what can I say?

Four TV shows I watch:
- The OC
- Desperate Housewives
- Grey's anatomy
- that's it religiously, I guess Nip/Tuck or Family Guy

Four places I have been on vacation:
- Not Hawaii although promised for like 10 years
- All the way across America
- Washington DC cementing politics some mo
- Big Bear

Four of my favorite dishes: Dishes eh?
- my favorite square glass, which i'll be bringing home
- our silverware that isn't crappy, the smooth ones
- our grape plates
- and uh... our silver platter

Four websites I visit daily:
- myspace
- livejournal
- facebook (ok this is really lame now)
- college email

Four places I would rather be right now:
- Home
- The UK
- Greece with pals and Eric
- with a guitar in my hands

Four occupations you would love to do:
- President
- Music Supervisor
- Rock Star. haha, who wouldn't?
- Professor

Four friends you could be "stuck on an island" with for a summer:
- Sherman (he's got survival skills)
- Kt Mo
- Jamie
- Eric (so does he)

Four songs you listen to almost everyday on the ol' iTunes:Lately?
- "Lover I Don't Have to Love" Bright Eyes
- "Amsterdam" or "Ms Dynamite" Coldplay
- "Karma Police" or "No Suprises" by Radiohead
- "There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey. You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet" Panic! At the Disco

Four things you miss from your childhood:
- My uncle Eric
- Playing Viola
- my Ninja Turtle suspenders
- light up shoes

And most importantly, four people you could beat up:
- Kt Morales, even on a weak day. haha
- Anne Coulter, at least the ol' punch and run. haha
- Dakota Fanning. hahaha No, she could take me. I love that kid.
- Hillary Swank, OVERated.

Four bloggers I am tagging:
I don't want to tag anyone but if you don't do this then you're retarded. It's on you. haha

Aw the giddy icon is cute.
I go home in less than a week!
Com Prom is tonight, preteen fun.

current mood: giddy

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Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
11:21 am - I said they don't know when but a day's gonna come
Back in Baston:

My classes are pretty cool thus far, my Greek and Roman Mythology traces everything back to mushrooms so that class never get's old. I'm waiting for him to pull them out in class like I heard he does and say "These aren't illegal in the US yet" and maybe even pass them around. No probably not but were I to try said drug it would be with that guy because he's the man.

We're getting a new disc chair for our room, nobody cares probably but now when we have visitors there's more than just some beds and wooden chairs.

I think I want to have a "Blackout Party" in our house where you have to meet one of three criterion to enter:
A. Wear Black
B. Be Black
C. Blackout
And that's about it really, I think I could meet all three with enough effort, except I don't really own a lot of black so uh... B it is.

Saw Chris on Next, nice job with the Your Mom joke pal, well done.

I'll be home in a week or so to go see Coldplay with Jamie, spend time with Eric, and Kt and Josh. Maybe visit a school or two of a pal. And to fight the pompous cop that pulled me over for Josh laughing indicating illegal activity on Thanksgiving.

If I win I may have enough for the ol' Keyboard. I'm going to scope it out and play on it for hours today after Greek Mushroom Class.

Finally, I have been writing a lot of music lately, actually writing it down so that's cool. I'm starting a band with Kt, Kevin and maybe Marty. A few covers but mostly our own stuff, pass the ol' time away. Long summer days it could be great, it will be. Anyway, We need a drummer and maybe another guitar player or keyboard player if Kt sings some of em. If they can do both alternating between songs. NICE. So Chris and RJ... haha

Until next time

current mood: dorky

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Thursday, January 19th, 2006
9:52 pm - If You Ask Me You Just Dodged a Newpsy Bullet
OC, how do I love thee? Let me count the ways. One, two, three...
Oh god I want to marry Seth so badly. He is...my my my.
Why am I not in charge of the music supervision for this show?

Well I am just a few !!!!'s, ?!?!'s, lol's, tehe's, omg's and rainbows away from a good ol' fashion pre-teen scream entry.

current mood: awake

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Monday, December 19th, 2005
7:08 pm - If You Walk Away I'll Walk Away...
I'm Done with finals! Now it's packing time and buy one o' tomorrow night i'll be home for a month.

current mood: relieved

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Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
11:10 pm - Footloosers And Hogwartz Students Unite! And people who like funny shit.
This very well may be the best thing the internet has ever done for me. Watch it all the way through.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-5409947201428088801

current mood: impressed

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Thursday, December 8th, 2005
6:06 pm - This is a Friends test, don't fail.
So You call yourself my friends eh?

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/takequiz.php?quizname=051208173741-444030

Oh and one free answer since I answered it wrong, It's political science on the quiz, not writing even though it should be writing. It's rough so don't beat yourself up too much but shoot for a little over half and you'll be alright.

current mood: amused

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Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
2:04 pm - "Merry Christmas Charlie Brown!" If you missed that last night, you're un-American. haha
So You asked for it, Here is some frozen precipitate.

Here's my view, the thing from the fire escape makes it look like prison, but this is what I woke up to.
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This is the street I live on. Perks of Upperclassmen Housing... To the left of me, and these cars are parked.
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and to the right, they call it "the Castle"
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The building in which I study..
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The way to the T-stop around my corner
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Anyway I'll post more once it actually starts snowing. Apparently that was nothing.

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Monday, December 5th, 2005
10:44 pm - Welp, Looks Like Somebody Doesn't Feel Like Doing a Lab Report...
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The Best Myspace Survey
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The Best Myspace Survey <Is it? Really? This shit is on Livejournal and livejournal is retaaaded>
* . . About You . . *
Eye Color:: Heinekin Bottle Green
Hair Color:: brown with some blonde? Blonde with some brown? Who cares
Height:: 5'8"
Favorite Color:: brown... also green
Screen Name:: KageAtBU
Favorite Band:: Coldplizzle fo shizzle
Favorite Movie: Forrest Gump Actually, nice job Kt. Also I Am Sam and Other Sister are up there... I sense a theme.
Favorite Show:: The OC and Grey's Anatomy, "the" Housewives are one step behind on a fifty stair incline.
Your Car: Mitsubishi Mirage, but hopefully if mom marries that guy I'll have a MUCH sweeter car.
Your Hometown:: I live in Ontario but... nothing happens there in my life so Chino
Your Present Town:: Boston by way of Chino by way of Ontario by way of Temple City by way of Diamond Bar by way of San Jose. Take that Reese Witherspoon.
Your Crushes <Crush's> First Name: hmmmmm probably JTT, you know Johnathan Taylor Thomas, if you didn't have a picture of him in your wallet when you were six then you were crazy.
Your Grade:: I'm a "First Year" at Universitas Bostonius
Your Style:: I can't really explain it except that the Politician and Musician in me fight for attention on a daily basis.

* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?: Pre-Teen Confessions? Of Course.
Kissed someone in the rain?: No sir
Danced in a public place?: all the damn time
Smiled for no reason?: Umm that question is gay, I smile a lot I guess.
Laughed so hard you cried?: No, well I don't think so but probably. I have a high laughing tolerance.
Peed your pants after age 8?: No but almost
Written a song?: I've written a few I guess. One of them about love entanglement is quite catchy.
Sang to someone for no reason?: I sing on the phone all the time
Performed on a stage?: haha ya but not really. The performances I'd count were on a gym floor.
Talked to someone you don't know?: Don't you have to in order to "know" somebody? I thought this was "the Best Survey ever?"
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: ya I'm working on a couple right now since I have no friends in this state.
Made out in a theatre?: No
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: Umm... that was pretty much all my character was based on. I didn't actually have to say anything had I not wanted to.
Been in love?: <If I were/am/had I wouldn't declare it on here eh?>

* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?: my roommate
Tell you, I love you?: hm.................... I think kt in an IM a few days ago.
Kiss you?: A tall boy with blonde hair.
Hug you?: Ah man let's see... oh Eric Jedrechowski yesterday saying bye.
Tell you BYE?: Adam/Bruno from work.
Write you a note?: my roommate "Do You Have My ID?" on the whiteboard that is green on the door.
Take your photo?: Nuor
Call your cell phone?: Mommy
Buy you something?: Eric bought me lunch yesterday.
Go with you to the movies?: Mommy, Brody, Frank
Sing to you?: Adam at work, he could give me a run for my money on singing guitar solos
Write a poem about you?: I don't know if anyone has except maybe me, and it was a song, not a poem.
Text message you?: Jamie
Touch you?: Adam at work I think.

* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed?: When Felix said "Buy some new" like a baby when we ran out of pizza.
Time you cried?: it's been a while
Movie you watched?: Walk the Line
Joke you told?: Probably at work something along the lines of "Your Mom...."
Song you've sang?: Adam and I made up a song at work called "Ring of Squier" about cheap guitars.
Time you've looked at the clock?: Just now.
Drink you've had?: Arizona Iced Punch
Number you've dialed?: Kt Morales's old cell phone.
Book you've read?: Catcher in the Rye, otherwise Phillip Lopate's "Art of the Essay" for Writing.
Food you've eaten?: Mock Thanksgiving Dinner
Flavor of gum chewed?: Sweet Mint from Orbit
Shoes you've worn?: Brown shoes as always
Store you've been in?: Guitar Center
Thing you've said?: "Who is it? Is it that freak guy?"

* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands?: No sir, it looks like cursive on my left except it's not.
Whistle?: Ya but poorly
Blow a bubble?: Yes, both with gum and the aid of some soap
Roll your tounge in a circle?: No, I can do that foldy thing though
Cross your eyes?: Ya, if you say you can't you're a liar. Look at your nose, you just did it.
Touch your tounge to your nose?: no
Dance?: ha! Can I dance... I believe we won the dance off motha fuckas got served. No I don't know I just have fun.
Gleek?: that is disgusting, keep your spit in your mouth if you aren't engaged in romantic activity.
Stay up a whole night without sleep?: A couple times, lately only on the phone with Miss Morales
Speak a different language?: Hablo un poco espanol.
Impersonate someone?: I do that shit all the time.
Prank call people?: I'm not 14
Make a card pyramid?: This
Cook anything?: is

* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ...: The
I wish ...: Worst
I am ...: Survey
My heart is ...: Of ALL FUCKING Time


current mood: Because this survey was awful.

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Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
3:59 pm - I swear I've filled this shit out before but I'm bored. Voila
FIRSTS
first best friend; Zachary Cook
first car; 2001 Mitsubishi Mirage
first break-up; this boy after 8th grade
first screen name; heykids182
first self purchased album; Hanson
first funeral; My uncle was the first one I remember actually going to
first pets; Probably some interchangable goldfish
first big trip; Washington D.C.
first music you remember hearing in you house; Al Green "So Tired of Being Alone"

LASTS
last car ride; to the airport on Sunday
last kiss; that one's private eh?
last good cry; hmmm probably about a month ago. It wasn't a "good cry" but I was upset enough for tear fall
last movie seen; Walk the Line
last beverage; Punch
last food consumed; chicken n potatoes
last crush; Eric
last phone call; Mumsy
last time showered; yesterday afternoon
last shoes worn; brown suede shoes
last item bought;sweater

FASHION/STUFF
where is your favorite place to shop?; Urban Outfitters
any tattoos or piercings?; my ears. but i don't utilize the openings frequently

SPECIFICS
do you do drugs; No.
what kind of shampoo do you use; right now.... that Bright Green bottle stuff, I forgot the name... Garnier Fructise
what are you listening to right now; my fucking iTunes won't load
where do want to get married; that non-denominational chapel up in Malibu or Palisades is it? that is over the water
how many buddies are online right now; one million
what would you change about yourself; my ............. currently chapped lips, or my nose, you know, whatever

FAVORITES
color; brown
food; carne asada
boys' names; Jackson, Cohen, Connor things that aren't too common and promise success
girls' names; Gwendolyn or Gwenyth, that's it, I only want one girl I guess.
subjects in school: English

HAVE YOU EVER
taken a bath with someone; when i was little with my little brody
smoked; Yes a few times. Never gets any better
made yourself throw up; I've never been able to do it
skinny dipped; no way
made yourself cry to get out of trouble; can't do it
pictured a crush naked; sure
actually seen a crush naked; no
cried when someone died; Yes, I'm not that dead
lied; yes, that was a fucking stupid question
fallen for your best friend; Yes.
rejected someone; I go to college, you know what would happen if you didn't? A little thing called the Health Clinic
used someone; Probably, I'm going to use a kid from the UK for his accent
done something you regret; another stupid question. Generally I'd say no but I do feel bad about a thing or two.

CURRENT
clothes; Red T-shirt, gap jeans, white converse
music; Of Montreal
make-up; foundation, eye liner, mascara
favorite artist; Coldplay

LAST PERSON
hugged; Mumsy on sunday at the airport

ARE YOU
open minded; Yeah.
arrogant; Only when I'm trying to be. And I'm told my walk is arrogant but excuse me for being coached to walk as a child to set me above the rest of you slouchers. See, I just tried to be.
interesting; Sometimes
moody; Depends how school is going
a serial dater; Hardly.
hardworking; I try
organized; Not really, except in thought.
healthy; Ya
bored; not really
responsible; I'd like to think so, except that i lose stuff a lot.
angry; Increasingly so lately
sad; A lot of the time When I'm not home.
disappointed; pretty often... damn college
hyper; sometimes, especially when good music is playing
trusting; I trust people until they give reason not to. Unless I like them in a not friends way.
talkative; usually
legal; What? ya i guess

WHO DO YOU WANT TO
kill; sometimes the boys who break the hearts of my friends, daily.
slap; same as above, plus Ashlee Simpson, that ho Meredith, Geri Ryan on the OC,and sometimes Nessa Pezo to start Fight Club
talk to online; my friends
sex up best; I've got my picks, alright Jude Law.

WHICH IS BETTER
Coke or Pepsi; it's all about orange soda baby
flowers or candy; flowers...how cute
tall or short; Tall is better i guess but i don't really care
thick or thin; I don't care, just not fat. I like them tall and I don't mind if they're not incredibly fit. Pretty much I'm just saying Eric is my exception to my love for generally thin boys. Alright, so mostly they just have to look good in nice jeans.

RANDOM
in the morning i am; tired.
what do you notice on a person first; Their head and then their Jeans
last person you danced with; Sherman at the WALO
who makes you smile; my buddies
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them; Brandon Hewgill makes me feel awkward. haha

DO YOU EVER
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you; no, fucking IM them,it's already the most impersonal thing you could do so why make it a big deal. IM's like that are for geeks and pedophiles
wish you were young; No but I want to stay 25 forever, when I get there

NUMBER
of times I have had my heart broken; zero, yet.
of hearts I have broken; two?
of boys I've kissed; a few
of girls I've kissed; haha ha aw man... technically? I've never made out with a girl. But there was that one awkward time in Josh's spa when I was dared to kiss Kt Morales. That's it.
of continents I have lived in on; One.
of cds I own; I have 1500 songs?

current mood: amused

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Saturday, November 19th, 2005
11:24 pm - revised update since my classes were full
I miss home. I borrowed my friend's dress for Thanksgiving because my roommate's family dresses up every year. Oh ya I get to spend Thanksgiving in the big N.J. so although I don't like that state it's going to be a good time because well I love my roommate so her family must be equally as cool and from what I can tell from her siblings, they are. Kt Mo said I should do the "thanksgiving pants" thing like on Friends but having sweats AND a black eye could be a little too Chino for their high class way of life. haha Oh and she doesn't have an accent if you were wondering but she impersonates it well. I pack tomorrow. There is exactly one month until I come home!!!!! YeeeeaAAh!!

I have a fake boyfriend here at BU, his name is Eric Jedreckowski and we are officially together according to Facebook.com, THE highest source of authority apparently, so that this crazy bia will leave him alone. The bitch is crazy. I've been looking for somebody to fight for about a month and it's officially going to be her, especially if she clings all up on my man or makes fun of Nuor for being foreign. So keep your fingers crossed that I'll come home with a shiner this Christmas after our rematch.

I have much better classes next semester. And even more good news is that I never have to wake up earlier than 9:30. Next semester I have to get my GPA back up or I'll lose financial aid, if I lose my financial aid I'm coming home since I have no reason to stay and pay, so I'm taking:
Writing 150: The American Songs?
Greek and Roman Mythology 213 (the teacher does mushrooms and the German downstairs is 100% that I'll get an A)
Statistics 116
NO Political Science since they were all full but instead: Music Appreciation 118 (Western Music)

I got 24 AP credits which is almost a year of school (32 per year) so I need to go in on monday and find out if I'm at "Sophomore Standing".

I'm listening to Dane Cook so even if I were pissed off and procrastinating therefore cementing my bad grade in Poly Sci 101, I can't help but laugh my ass off at the "Ohhh yeeah, Oh NO, Oh yeaah? No." -Kool Aid

current mood: mellow

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Friday, November 11th, 2005
11:24 pm - A Momentous Day
Today I made two of the best purchases of my entire life:

1. A two hundred dollar guitar case for $65 with a built humidifier.

2. R. Kelly's "Trapped in the Closet" Chapters 1-12 the Explicit Version (Just moments ago)

"I thought your name was Mary, that's what you said at the party, this is getting Crazy, I'm about to shoot somebody"

Pure Gold. Gold.

current mood: rejuvenated

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Monday, October 31st, 2005
4:44 pm

LJ Interests meme results



  1. baseball:
    Oh come on, really? Baseball, I can go on for days. We'll go with, Go Dodgers! and I heart Sandlot.
  2. cherries:
    What the fuck? Why was I such a spaz three years ago putting that? Well, when i was little my grandpa would order me a cup of them from the bar and i always thought that was the best thing ever.
  3. food:
    i like eating things that are good...?
  4. hollister:
    Ya I pretty much don't like them anymore. But i'm sure there's a nice pair of pants without crystals in there somewhere
  5. luke wilson:
    He's the man, something about him is adorable.
  6. one time only:
    It's true, that was the best band of all time, when we didn't suck. This summer I will be assembling a new band, i'm looking for a name as good as that one.
  7. rasberry iced tea:
    I'm actually more a fan of Peach, but Rasberry is good. Why have water when you could have water with flavor?
  8. smiling:
    haha that is so lame. Smiling. I like it because you can tell when people were really happy based on the lines on their face when they get old. just kidding, i don't fucking know.
  9. the beach:
    Bonfires are the inspiration for many a thing that i do.
  10. washington d.c.:
    I suppose I will live there soon, my junior year i'll be in their for a semester gaining connections and doing homework at the Lincoln Monument.


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current mood: listless

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